I mean, I've been studying programming for a while, trying to break into the game industry, but I had to stop due to personal problems. But I don't want to give up on my dream, and to avoid stopping, I started studying game design. I've been looking into it for a long time and decided to practice. I picked a game I like and started creating a GDD for it. Looking for tips (on Reddit), I saw some comments that really scared me about GDDs and game designers themselves. "There's no GDD without an initial prototype," "GDDs are never completed," and I started thinking that most indie developers have to be programmers AND game designers. What is the real reality of an beginner game designer? Are there chances of getting into game jams, for example, offering myself as a game designer?