Hi,
I am going through a period of self-doubt, wondering if my projects are actually worthwhile, and since I can only materialise poor versions of my somewhat ambitious ideas, and it costs time. My motivation has dropped dramatically.
I need to return to the roots. I know that horniness can be one of my motivators, and it is most effective with my core fetish. I also really need to find ways to overcome the biggest obstacle: the visual art. In the time for healing, I lack the motivation for projects like this one and some other game jams.
I will try smaller steps first.
I'm sorry for giving you false hope.