Thank you! I am glad you like the meaning and my motifs! I will probably try to work on a complete version eventually too, there's a lot I want to do with this piece haha, I am so glad you'd be interested in hearing that!
And you're on the mark with the heartbeat, it's supposed to represent oncoming panic attack. I originally had another track that was planned to play before this one too, which would've represented a full blown panic where the protagonist had no way to fight back against it (it was pretty scary sounding). And this track I wanted to contrast it as a struggle for healing, where it is still incredibly difficult to face the panic, but there's at least a chance now for the protagonist! Thank you so much for listening!