I think today is a good day to post this.

Recently, I've released my 30th mod, Vox Arcana. You would think that such milestone would result in a polished, innovative or immersive mod full of contents. 

Also, in some days, I'll approach the date that marks 10 years since i first decided to stop lurking and start joining the ZDoom forums to present my works.

You would also think that with such achievement, i would be proud to announce more projects, or updates to older ones.

That's not the case.

I am at a point of my life where i do have the ideas, i have older resources that need some love, i have friends that would be more than happy to lend a hand... but these ideas seem to fade in a feeling of wasted time as quick as they come.

I'm tired, and i already was years ago. But this time it hits different. I wanted to wait for the stars of these milestones to align, and now that they do, i feel empty.

If it's accomplishment or just plain boredom, I won't know so soon. But i do think it's time to call it a run, and detox from the same old screens again - Slade, GZDoom, IDKFA, rinse and repeat - and I'm positive that every creator understands it. I won't be creating mods, but I'll be around to answer comments and talk about my works.

This is not a goodbye, this is just me going to the bench and taking my time to watch other guys play and take the community forward.

See ya,

-Cosmo