It's only natural to feel this way, you're only human. No matter the outcome I just want to say that you're one of my inspirations, genuinely. OW act 1 was how I first discovered you. I've been following its updates and all of your other games and there has not been a single game of yours that I didn't enjoy.
I actually love the fact that you don't write characters by the "norm". Genzou is actually my favorite character in your games. How you write him is very unique and actually gives his character flavor. I wish people could look past attractiveness (although in my opinion he is INCREDIBLY hot) and actually see how the story is written.
How you write stories and characters is something not all game devs have and I'm devastated that it isn't going well for you :[
I understand if you want to change your ways or move on from game making but I just couldn't move past this without saying how much your games have affected me. I hope you continue making masterpieces, but I just hope you know that stuff like this happens and it's not by any means you doing something wrong. Regardless, I hope you're prioritizing your health.
Thank you for the amazing experiences you've brought to the community, we love you! take care!!