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Hey Carrot!!!! So, yeah, honestly, the recipe to success is so complicated and unpredictable! I feel like your perspective is interesting, as I was often told "games always perform better on Steam because there are MANY MORE players", but if the algorithm pushes forward paid games rather than free ones, that complicates the take to say the least lol

Regarding your work, I think it's difficult indeed, as, on the one hand, we want to create works that resemble us, we want to give life to what we see... But on the other end, if we are to share it with others and expect others to interact with it, then we must need to take a step forward them... So finding the balance between pleasing the audience and not alienating yourself is quite tricky 💦💦 And I think with what itch did to us last year, well... it doesn't need words I suppose.

Now, for all it's worth, I do love your artstyle (sincerely, genuinely, to an extent you don't have an idea of, like I'm genuinely building up the courage to ask, in the future, if I can commission you or something like that for my dream project as I intend to work with a lot of artists for the dreams involved in the game, and I love your art so much 😭😭)... Speaking of which, I guess commission work or stuff like that could help you support yourself and also help you see people actually enjoy your art?? Though I do get how opening them would require paperwork to declare the income, and how hard doing that can be in a country of which you don't fluently speak the language...

And I will also add that I love how diverse your characters are, how you care about representing various features, and how you manage to get so much diversity in a cartoon-y art style! Your art style might not be mainstream, but honestly, I think a lot o fans, me included, cherish how much of you we can see in your work...

And of course, I don't think any of us can ignore what you're doing for ace, and even queer representation in general — may I add ace gay representation? Like, I see myself in a lot of your characters, and the more I grow, the more I resonate with them (for example, I realised only recently that I was a demiboy... so, though I don't think that's Gidget's exact identity, I think I still connect with them even more now...)

I don't know if those words help, I just hope that you can take care of yourself (in any way that feels great to you: DD2, writing stuff for you alone, drawing if you feel like it...) and that things eventually turn for the better!! We'll be waiting for you and we will support you work wherever you choose to share it (comic, doodles, drawings, writing excerpts, games... whatever way, I think a lot of us look up to you!)

We wish you the best!!

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Yeah...... that is the assumption I'd had going in, as well. Basically hearing so many times that because Steam is simply so much bigger, no matter what, the game will do better on Steam and give you more visibility than on itch. But after this I can say with certainty that that is not the case (my traffic on Steam is lower than on itch LOL). So I don't know. It likely depends on many factors, including just general appeal. It seems like the free VNs that do well on Steam do very very well. But most other free VNs on Steam do not do very well. So it's probably the case where a free game can break through in spite of the disadvantages in the algorithm if it's very popular and appealing and then do very well, but all other free games generally do middling at best. (Also free games that have paid DLC can do very well because the purchases from the DLC will count as sales and boost it.)

There is also the fact that maybe some ppl talking about how well games do count every "free license" as a "download," when actually 99% of those are bots, because Steam is super botted (like half of my daily traffic is bot traffic lol...) So they look at the large number of licenses and think "wow it's doing great!" When actually those licenses aren't real. For instance, I have over 17,000 "licenses" claimed for the game, but only a bit over 1000 players, i.e., people that actually installed and opened the game. That's an enormous difference. But only the actual players count and help in the Steam algorithm (and are most similar to "plays" and "downloads" on itch.)

Well, for any possible reason, or maybe even that it's just changed a lot in recent years compared to a while ago, Steam is definitely not a guaranteed path to a larger audience by a longshot. And maybe it's also because some games just do better with the audience on itch than on Steam. We'll see, I guess. But this definitely makes me not want to release another free game on Steam hahaha. It's simply too much work to then have it simply be buried.

That's really kind of you to say about my art and means a lot 💕 I actually recently applied for a freelance tax number here, so commissions may be something I can do in the future. However, I can't until my unemployment benefits run out because then I'll lose my benefits 🙃 But doing various freelance and commission work is definitely something I'm considering if I can't find a job (which is looking more and more likely with each passing month lol). At least then I would not go completely broke (we hope).

At any rate, thank you for everything you'd said. Reading it really meant a lot 💕 I do know there are people out there that do enjoy my art and work. But I suppose it's the fact that it's so few and so low-regarded that none of my skills or works can even help me out of my current miserable life situation that is really getting to me LOL Like it makes everything I can do and have done feel rather worthless. So maybe that's where a big part of my current cynicism and hopelessness is coming from. I report to my case worker that I released a game on Steam but it doesn't matter, "I'm not trying hard enough" and I'm worthless and have no skills, I can't even speak German well. So that's not helping things much!!! LOL

Sorry that turned into a vent LOL 🤣 Well. As I said, thank you again, Chim, it really means a lot. Thank you for taking the time to leave such a kind and encouraging message 💕