Hey Carrot!!!! So, yeah, honestly, the recipe to success is so complicated and unpredictable! I feel like your perspective is interesting, as I was often told "games always perform better on Steam because there are MANY MORE players", but if the algorithm pushes forward paid games rather than free ones, that complicates the take to say the least lol
Regarding your work, I think it's difficult indeed, as, on the one hand, we want to create works that resemble us, we want to give life to what we see... But on the other end, if we are to share it with others and expect others to interact with it, then we must need to take a step forward them... So finding the balance between pleasing the audience and not alienating yourself is quite tricky 💦💦 And I think with what itch did to us last year, well... it doesn't need words I suppose.
Now, for all it's worth, I do love your artstyle (sincerely, genuinely, to an extent you don't have an idea of, like I'm genuinely building up the courage to ask, in the future, if I can commission you or something like that for my dream project as I intend to work with a lot of artists for the dreams involved in the game, and I love your art so much 😭😭)... Speaking of which, I guess commission work or stuff like that could help you support yourself and also help you see people actually enjoy your art?? Though I do get how opening them would require paperwork to declare the income, and how hard doing that can be in a country of which you don't fluently speak the language...
And I will also add that I love how diverse your characters are, how you care about representing various features, and how you manage to get so much diversity in a cartoon-y art style! Your art style might not be mainstream, but honestly, I think a lot o fans, me included, cherish how much of you we can see in your work...
And of course, I don't think any of us can ignore what you're doing for ace, and even queer representation in general — may I add ace gay representation? Like, I see myself in a lot of your characters, and the more I grow, the more I resonate with them (for example, I realised only recently that I was a demiboy... so, though I don't think that's Gidget's exact identity, I think I still connect with them even more now...)
I don't know if those words help, I just hope that you can take care of yourself (in any way that feels great to you: DD2, writing stuff for you alone, drawing if you feel like it...) and that things eventually turn for the better!! We'll be waiting for you and we will support you work wherever you choose to share it (comic, doodles, drawings, writing excerpts, games... whatever way, I think a lot of us look up to you!)
We wish you the best!!