I think all the lore was just a lot to take in on top of all the different ideas you present in the music and trying to consider it all in one go was challenging.
To be frank, I considered giving up this year at some point because of how much weight I took upon myself this year - and my inner perfectionist beats me up over this. I'm so irritated now
Well, in my head it makes sense where they belong but I'll keep in mind that not everyone knows what I did there. Sometimes I should make things clearer I suppose