I think you were able to put into words something I've felt ever since I was little. It's like we lost something everyone else has. I have barely any memory of my teenage years, not many from my childhood either. Whenever I try to remember some of it, it feels exactly like that: a few words trying to string a narrative from still images, vague feelings and some strange kind of deja vu. I'm just glad I'm not the only one.
I'm so happy I can find your art out here! It's really good!