Hiya! Sorry for the late reply, I was a participant on stream but have been too busy to hunker down for replies since...
Thank you so much for playing our game, I'm glad that you enjoyed it so much! ^_^ Though I think I perhaps wasn't quite clear enough in the senses of endings... What I would say is, they are not designed in themselves to be good or bad, but to be the response to your actions (and in turn, to be interpreted by you at their conclusion!) so, the ending was 'bad' insofar as it may not have been your preference/happy ending for the protagonist, or something that you would see as a fulfilling ending / one that is comfortable connected to one's own experiences. Does that make sense?
With regards to the feeling of trying to fit in... all of the dev team are neurodivergent, but we have very different levels of tolerance for anything club/rave-like that resembles the setting in Zoomorphism and the strange social aspects that might bring (as a young adult trying to fit in). With aspects like loud music, there's a fine line between "so loud you can feel it all through your body" and "too loud to think about anything". It kind of takes you out of yourself, and the experience is super surreal. It's ambiguous to whether or not the protagonist of Zoomorphism has been to a party like this before, but in any case they're really, really not in the right mind for it.