No apologies needed. Please take care of yourself (as well as your cats), it鈥檚 very hard to put a time limit on grief.
Like others, this is painfully familiar unfortunately (especially the shock from them deteriorating rapidly after being fine mere days ago). The scars never really fade, but you鈥檒l find a way to cope with time. But until then, we鈥檒l all be waiting patiently 馃檹
Take heart that Garrus lived a life feeling warm, safe & loved. I鈥檓 sure one day he鈥檒l be with you all again.
