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Whitman's definitely a favorite and an influence on me (section 20 of his "Calamus" cluster of poems, usually identified by the first line "I saw in Louisiana a live-oak growing" is one of my absolute favorite poems), and he's also a piece of queer American history. With the general disclaimer of it's always shaky to try to label historical figures with modern labels, he was very likely a gay (or bisexual or otherwise queer) man who wrote a number of poems that could be interpreted to be about gay love (or about intense male friendship, or about the love between comrades, or any number of plausible and acceptable things to his 19th century audience.) The Calamus cluster is a great place to start for a queer reading of his work, as it's the selection of his work most often pointed to as obviously gay, being largely about relationships between men (whether you want to read that as romantic and sexual or platonic, though I firmly believe it's romantic and sexual.)

The poem I took the title and both the beginning and ending quotes of this game from, section 32 of "Song of Myself", literally discusses animals and riding a horse, but couched in the same kinds of terms Whitman uses to discuss gay love ("brotherly love" in Song of Myself, compared to "the brotherhood of lovers" and "manly love" in Calamus), and I personally think there's a second reading to make about human lovers.

It's reductive, but you'll see people draw comparisons of like, if Oscar Wilde was the great gay writer of the UK in the 1800s, Whitman was the great gay writer of America at the time. It's not one-for-one, because Wilde was much more publicly gay (with all the terrible legal consequences he faced later in life), while Whitman never married and had a number of notable close male friendships, but publicly denied anything that would have been socially unacceptable at the time.

I'm the kind of person who read a lot of classics just for the sake of wanting to argue with people who were wrong about them(/using them to be shitty to other people) when I was in my teens and navigating being a gay trans man with an unsupportive family, so I picked up Whitman as one of the "foundational American poets" and went, oh shit, there's part of me in here.

I also don't feel like I can say all of this without also qualifying it with, he was a white American man living in the 1800s and was a racist and a nationalist. He wrote some really lovely things, and he also wrote and said some awful things, so read him critically. And oh god, I'm sorry I've written you an essay.

I'm so glad it made you squirm! The surgery scene was probably the hardest part of the game to write, trying to land the right tone through a reasonably accurate description of actual gelding, so I'm really glad it's working for people.

(Adult) Summertime's eyes are taken from a photo of a young Walt Whitman (and then colored and skewed and generally messed up), one of those details that's mostly just there for me. I knew going in that I wanted him to have disconcerting human eyes, but then the themes and the selection from Song of Myself all coalesced, and it had to be Walt Whitman.

We've gotta resist. Even if it's all we can do, we can't be the good horse.

It's a tamagotchi hatching like an egg into some sort of physical creature! Maybe if you raise it well enough, it will become real.

A photo of an unfinished sculpture of a bird monster hatching from a Tamagotchi style egg.

I was really charmed by the "clay sculpture" idea in the post ideas here thread, so here's my little guy in progress.

I've never made an articulated sculpture before (if you can even call it that, cause the head's just a separate piece that slots into a hole), so we'll see how this ends up working out. Possibly I will built a tiny VN or a zine or something around this guy, or possibly I'll just sculpt and paint it.

Horses see us without perceiving us while still being social animals who can bond with us, and they can represent so many different things to us culturally (freedom, wildness, independence, luxury, sustenance, masculinity, femininity) depending on place and time. They're this wonderful balance of beautiful, powerful, fragile, and awkward, and I think those kinds of contradictory dichotomies hold a lot of appeal for us as a community. There's just a lot of material to mine out of horses.

I'm really glad you enjoyed the game!

I'm really glad you enjoyed it! (Join me in the mold.)

I really love your visuals. I love the amount of texture and layering on nearly every screen. It's really striking and compelling, while also feeling really overwhelming and oppressive (positive) when it needs to. I really love the background under the part talking about transformation kink, with the juxtaposed frog life cycle and bimbofication art, but it's like every other screen is something I just need to sit and look at and dissect before I can move on.

I really enjoyed this entire album. I used "Dreamcore Nostalgia," "Dreamcore Carousel," and "Broken Dreamcore Fragments" in my game, Eyes full of sparkling wickedness (along with one track off your first Dreamcore Music.) Really great stuff!

Really love the vibes of this. I used "Dreamcore Fragments" in my game, Eyes full of sparkling wickedness (along with several tracks off Dreamcore Music 2.)

This was so, so useful and worked perfectly for me! It made my game feel so much better. Thank you so much.

I used this font for the main text in my game Eyes full of sparkling wickedness, paired with your other font, Drybrush, for the menus, and linked them both in my credits/README file. I think they worked well together!

I used this font for the menus in my game Eyes full of sparkling wickedness, paired with your other font, Friendly Sans, for the main text, and linked them both in my credits/README file. I think they worked well together!

This is incredibly beautiful. I played it over the course of an afternoon, and now I need to just go sit with it for awhile. Wow.

I enjoyed this a lot, and I love the designs on Vetta.

This game is so cute and so fun! I haven't finished all of the post-game content yet, but I'm having a great time.