reading this as a "chronically online british 20-something transmasc" who just barely escaped living through the insanity of discord servers like that one... this hits. the friends you hate. the intangible barrier between yourself and "the real world". the impossibility of finding a place for yourself. the goddamn bottle of lucozade.
realising. after all that. that you have a place. you just have to find it. make it.
+ the absolute Horror Story energy of me screaming at my screen to block gerstirn as they continue to Chat Absolute Shit. god.
++L's fatphobia (and whiteness?) showing thru as the acts progress is SO TASTY. that's the part where I diverge from him in terms of "identity" and it really made me want to shake him around very hard. shoutout to Val for not letting him off the hook for almost letting the eugenics talk slide LMAO
i could go on but just . what a brilliant story. thank you for sharing this.
messages to the discord: TF141 I fuck with u no one else could find those videos. thistle please learn ur not the problem because u have the ability to be the best kinda person if u let urself have a backbone. all the rest of u remake ur tumblrs follow no more than 50 people use the block button like pepper spray and make queer friends IRL. life can be a dream.






