I know it's hard when the universe seems against you, but I would like for your to know that I have told everyone I know about Our Wonderland, and urged them to play it. I've told people how I felt like it changed something in me. Yes it's grim, but it's also hopeful. I've 100% all the achievements on Steam, and I have figured out how to get the OST.
Please, you're reaching people who need to be reached. <3 And I'm not trying to say you HAVE to keep doing this, but just a gentle reminder that you have made a difference. It's okay to take time to breathe. We'll be here.