Also I can't redownload it had to delete for one reason or another and I would like to download it again but it won't let me for some reason
Strange...there should be nothing stopping you from downloading the game on itch.io (unless they've added some sort of adult checks 🫠)
To download the Patreon version, you need to have an active subscription to access the link, of course, but the free version should be available to anyone on this page.