First of all you are very kind and have significantly motivated me to continue work.
I've only got the good ending once as the developer so don't be too hard on yourself! But it DOES exist its just almost impossible.. Much like making anything perfect. It's semi-intentional but quite overtuned. I have a very very big update for the game coming soon which should make things a lot clearer for the players.
About the self critical element of the developer herself you are absolutely correct. Even this unfinished game deserves some love and we all do try our best. But since its a horror game I only wanted to look at the uncomfortable existential dread demon. Although its interesting feedback I will very much consider. Thank you so much for taking the time to play it.